tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78499104446468676312024-03-19T18:52:34.428+08:00Can U Hear Me?--Loitering Soul--PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.comBlogger39125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-87468956294705813602011-08-01T20:09:00.002+08:002011-08-02T01:13:38.102+08:00第2485日秋天又悄悄地来了,虽然天气还是这么地热。<br /><br />你还好吗?呵呵,我也不知道为什么每次写给你的东西都那么的例牌,有时候习惯了就真的改不过来了。<br /><br />想跟你说,天杀的acca终于给我考完了,我已经是affiliate了。你知道吗,成绩公布的那天,天知道我那天的工作是怎么做的。到了晚上回到酒店,我一直都在refresh我的邮箱,当终于看到accaglobal的来信,我又开始犹豫该不该去click它。我怕呀,我怕我又食言了,我怕我答应你的东西我做不到呀。其实当初看你考得时候一张一张的过,也不见得有什么难处,可是为什么轮到我的时候那道坎却像是无法逾越,还好最后我过了,虽然迟了两年。<br /><br />毕业典礼那天,我的家人朋友都有出席,拍了几张照片,你应该都会看到。毕业那天,我的心情很奇怪,我明明等了今天很久,但是当天,我却没有过分的喜悦,心里空空的,总觉得少了点什么。那一霎那,我发觉原来,在我一直期望能赶快考完的同时,我竟然不希望我能这么快就考完。<br /><br />很矛盾对吗?我也是这么觉得,因为人的本身就是个矛盾体呀!<br /><br />你知道吗?前几天,有个人跟我说,我不会照顾女生,不是个绅士。只是很简单的一句话,我觉得我那天一定是鬼上身,不然我也不能解释为什么我会发脾气,毕竟,我自认我是个很能控制自己情绪的人,再也不是当初把心情写在表情上的那个小屁孩了。世界上,又有哪个是不戴着面具,每天在舞台上饰演着另一个角色呢?只有你,乔装术这么炉火纯青,我怎么都找不到你的面具。<br /><br />其实我很认同她这句话的,我真的不会照顾人。因为你一直都很独立,没有任何事情是你做不到的,任何事都是你护着我,宠着我。也正是因为我不会照顾人,所以我才会到你被送入荣总的时候才知道你的病情。<br /><br />有时候,我会想,如果你不是那么独立,如果你软弱一些,也许我也不会那么粗心大意,我真的很不称职。其实,应该怪我,我那时混得那么差,那么不让人省心,连想做顿饭给你惊喜都会烧焦,我怎么会让你放心呢?呵呵,你那整天掉筷子的习惯,是配合我,让我不那么难堪吧!<br /><br />其实,我想告诉你,我现在做饭再也不会烧焦了,已经有能力去照顾别人了,呵呵,可是你却不给我这个机会了。<br /><br />总之,那天我发了蛮大的脾气,当然,我坚持那是鬼上身,不然都很难做出一些自己都不明白的事情来。更加让我觉得鬼上身的是,隔天早上醒来,我发现我脸上都是泪痕。我真的没有哭,我那么坚强的一个人怎么会哭呢。那些都是鬼上身后的化学反应。<br /><br />为了驱鬼,我找了klang附近的朋友出来--吃火锅。我的驱鬼法另类吧!但真的有效!那晚,我们喝着中国茶,开着炉,夹着海鲜猪肉蔬菜打牙祭,诉说着当年轻狂。没有喝酒,但当晚我们行径却有如醉了一般。那晚是我这几年来最真诚的大笑,我知道的,跟我平时戴着小丑面具的笑是不一样的,因为我那晚笑的时候,两边脸颊竟然流下两行清凉的东西。我急忙把它们随风挥走,害怕我的朋友会看到,因为那是驱散思念鬼的附属品。<br /><br />说真的,我被鬼上身了很多年了,我也驱散了它很多年了。但是,原来,鬼也会进化的。我每一次驱散它,它都会有办法潜伏在我身体里,而且还会升级,升级成思念寂寞鬼。而被这种鬼上身有一些常见后遗症,那就是会无端端的在不哭的情况下流泪,而且会在发作时引发心悸,就算吸了整包烟都可能于事无补。但是,最痛苦的并不是这些后遗症,而是你不能把你被鬼上身的事与别人说,别人会认为你危言耸听,因为思念与寂寞是无法分享的。<br /><br />看到这里,你又会觉得我的瞎掰功力不减当年吧!<br /><br />去年今日此门中,人面桃花相遇映红,人面不知何处去,桃花依旧笑春风。<br /><br />紫菱啊,我曾经听人说过,当你不能够再拥有,你唯一可以做的,就是令自己不要忘记。所以,真的不是我不遵守诺言不肯放下,可能我还没有遇到能让我分心去忘记的人。所以,你要赶紧保佑我啊,让我遇见那个人,不然我又要整天食言了,好吗?PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-1578231672495508962010-12-20T21:57:00.002+08:002010-12-21T01:16:45.716+08:00没有林紫菱的日子<span style="font-size:85%;">第2250日。雨水纷飞。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">也许是雨天,也许是秋末冬初,我突然想写东西给你。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">你知道吗?我爸昨天进院,今天开刀动手术。医生说过这次是个小手术,但我的心却异常烦躁。我发觉原来我还是这么懦弱,原来我还是这么胆小。我很害怕不知结果的等待,在命运的强大压制下,我显得脆弱。今早一进公司,我就拼命控制我的脸部神经来保持微笑,大声说笑,不能有片刻的安静。因为我知道如果我不这么做,我会撑不过我爸动手术的这几个小时。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">看到这里,我知道你又会说这是我懦弱的表现,但是我不会反驳你,呵呵。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">上天菩萨保佑,我爸手术平安,虽然会有些晕,间中还有呕吐,医生说是麻醉药的副作用,但是总算是平安度过。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">其实我今天本来有8小时,上星期申请的time-off,但是我却没有拿假,因为我姐有回来,但是更大的原因是因为我自认无法再面对在手术室外等候的煎熬。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">我害怕会像上一次一样,看着医生从手术室里出来,摇着头的样子。医生永远不会知道,他那天除了宣布了你的离去,也让很多个心被判了无期徒刑。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">呵呵,老话重提,你在那边过得还好吗? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">如果你那边有四季之分,现在应该是你最喜欢的季节吧?望着满天飞雪,看着口中呼出的热气,雪人丛堆,木建的cabin, 门前两幅对联,复古式暖炉,一壶温热的碧螺春,典型的“紫菱式”中西合璧。你在那边的场景应该是这样的吧?虽然我总认为有些格格不入,呵呵。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">其实,天空之上的世界是否真的如你所说的那么美好?真的没有泪水吗?如果是真的,那你真的很自私。不过我知道你又会说,在这世界上呀,总是会有人走的比较慢,有人走的比较快;而你是走得快一点的那一个,我则是走得慢一点的那个。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">但是,我不甘心啊!凭什么你总是快的那一个呢?你比我快来到这个世界,每次走路的时候总是比我快一小步,表白的时候也是你先我后;你做每件事情都先我一步,急先锋称号你当之无愧。即使你离开后,我还是追赶不上你的步伐。我报考的会计专业考试,到现在都还没有大功告成,如果是你的话,恐怕早就是affiliate了吧,毕竟你那时还只剩那最后两张paper了。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">呵呵,我很失败吧,你想做的东西,我到现在都还没有完成一样。你不会怪我吧?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">你知道吗,我其实很多个晚上都会梦到你。不是我不想遵守诺言去忘了你,而是很多时候,我都是很平静的做着一些很简单的东西,吃饭喝水睡觉,然后就会很疼痛的想起你,真的很疼,疼得我吸了整包烟都会疼。很多时候,明明已经告诉大脑不要在梦见你,但是你却不可思议的出现。很多时候,早上醒来发觉自己在哭,但我知道我不是伤心,而是从梦境回到现实,中间有一道必须跨过的裂缝;如果不流出眼泪,我便无法跨过。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">其实,是你在搞怪,对吧?你在那里寂寞了,在想我,对吧?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">可是,你寂寞了,我却更寂寞。而且,我发觉寂寞这个东西,不是和朋友出来喝几杯酒,ktv唱几首快歌就可以消去的。而且,寂寞真的不能说出口,只能深埋心中,因为到头来,当我发现,寂寞是无法与人分享时,我只会得到更绝望的寂寞。呵呵,你又会在说我瞎掰了。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">紫菱,很多时候,我都在想,如果你没有来到星加坡,如果我们没有相识,如果你能早一个月回到荣总,结果会是怎样?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">但是,佛说前世五百次回眸,才换来今生擦肩而过。我相信,我们前世一定回眸超过一千次。我永远都不会忘记,那个雨天,我彷徨失落的坐在路肩,你撑着扇,静静地站在我身边为我挡雨。从今以后,不会再有人可以给到我那时候的感觉。</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">最值得保存的留恋,并非是没有皱纹的皮肤,而是没有皱纹的想念。</span>PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-89796743835561444192010-06-12T09:16:00.004+08:002010-06-13T12:10:13.612+08:00The FakeThey always said, "Actual doesn't always goes according to plan."<br /><br />Well, that perfectly fit the Malaysia plan which comes every 5 years.<br /><br />For the past 50 years, we have 9 Malaysia plan in total. But without me elaborating further more, we all know the plan thingie is more like a formality, something you will need to present every year, but it is of no much use. Just like the LAN subject, Moral Studies. We did it for the sake of doing it and until now I still don't know why I need to stay in the library from 9 am to 9pm on a fine friday, and carried on till 1 am in the foyer just to finish up the presentation. And I don't even do that for my ACCA subjects!<br /><br />So, I presume "Malaysia Plan" = "Lan Subject".<br /><br />But I personally feel Lan Subject was of greater use than the Malaysia Plan, because at least the Lan Subject can bring us joyful moment during the completion of project, orphanage visit, etc, but the Malaysia Plan only give us PAINFUL moment.<br /><br />You are given beautiful promise every beginning of five years, just to realise it's in vain at the end of the five years. Not painful meh?<br /><br />You are given 9 Malaysia Plan in total up to date, just to be told that you might go bankrupt in 2019. Not painful meh?<br /><br />You are promised with a growing GDP since the 1970, just to realise that in 2010, we are actually not much better than our very good neighbour, Indonesia. Our not so good neighbour, Singapore, already ahead of us don't know since when. Not painful meh?<br /><br />So, do you agree with me that we have to endure the painful moment every 5 years?<br /><br />Today is 2010. And it's time for 1oth Malaysia Plan to be on the stage.<br /><br />Do you think you still can anticipate anything from the Plan?<br /><br />I would rather anticipate which country will win the World Cup.<br /><br />Thus, I really could not understand why I hear so many people discussing/debating about the Plan, on TV, on newspapers, on radio, in pasar, in coffee shop, etc.<br /><br />It is because no matter how perfect the whole Plan is, it would be futile in the end! It's better for us to discuss who will win in the next general election.<br /><br />And yes, you might say there is a change for better in this 10th Malaysia Plan. You might say, at least there were no compulsory 30% Bumiputra shareholding for listed companies mah.<br /><br />But, if you look carefully, the wording is something like this, "In 2015, Bumiputra shareholding should at least reach 30%." At of course, this wording is being made more beautiful and more acceptable to all people by saying, "This aim should be archieved with more transparency and based on meritocracy."<br /><br />Talking about transparency and meritocracy in a country like Malaysia. Am I hearing a joke or what?<br /><br />Because if we really want to practise transparency and meritocracy, do you know how many "RELATED-PARTY-COMPANIES" need to close shop? And how many people need to sell air syrup and mee goreng in pasar malam as a result?<br /><br />If Malaysia could really practise transparency and meritocracy, we will not have a close door policy after the 1998 economy crisis and stupidly fix the forex rate at 3.80. If Anwar did not go against Mahathir and propose strongly to borrow funds from IMF and let those rotten related-party-companies to collapse, Anwar could still hold on to his Finance Minister post. The famous 'Sodomy' case will not happen. There would not be PKR also. And sorry Najib, you would probably have to wait a few years more before you could be the prime minister.<br /><br />And most importantly, if we really want to practise transparency and meritocracy, what would be the reaction of Ibrahim Ali and his army PERKASA? They would probably create a big riot man!<br /><br />The 10th Malaysia Plan still promises sweet candy, aiming at economic growth of 6%, an increase of 12.8% for both internal and external private investment, incentive for foreign talent, etc etc.<br /><br />But, without changing the stubborn and bloody narrow mindset of certain group of people who made up nearly 70% of population of Malaysia, we could not archieve any breakthrough. We would probably going in a vicious cycle, round and round to the starting point every 5 years. And we seriously could go bankrupt in 2019 when there were no petroleum income to feed those hungry ghost anymore.<br /><br />So, if there isn't any change, if PERKASA is not eliminated, the 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th Malaysia Plan would always be the same.<br /><br />"Same BULLSHIT! "<br />(Famous quote from Ibrahim Ali)PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-16232956564151472622010-01-10T12:15:00.006+08:002010-01-10T13:16:24.762+08:00Superman, Batman, Spiderman and 1MalaysiaEvery Prime Minister of Malaysia got their own slogan/tagline. That's 1 of the way to show their own unique presence, to differentiate themselves from the previous Prime Minister.<br /><br />During the <strong>satay-Mahathir</strong> days, we had the passionate <strong>'WAWASAN 2020'</strong>. I still remember seeing those colourful posters, advertisements as well as partriotic songs during my primary school days. The then government portraited 'WAWASAN 2020' so real that I believe that it will be the reality in 20 years time. I'm once fascinated by the high-speed bullet train which I saw in 1 of the colourful posters. Back then, I always thought, what so great about US and those developed western countries? We will be at the same level too, in 20 years time, of course. Well, I was too young and too naive that time to believe something like that. Ehem, it's normal I think. Just like all of us once believe that 'Superman', 'Batman' and 'Spiderman' really exist in this world. Don't deny, everyone has its younger days.<br /><br />So, it's 2010 now. Soon it'll be 2020. When China has introduced its 341km/h train, Malaysia has just imported 4 second-hand diesel train of speed 80km/h for RM30mil. And soon, I will have to painfully accept the fact that Malaysia Bullet Train remans as a fantasy. Yes, just like the facet that Superman actually doesn't exist.<br /><br />Then, we had <strong>blah-la-la Pak Lah</strong> trying his hardest in the effort of <strong>OPPOSING CORRUPTION</strong>, soon after he had won the 11th General Election. To solve a problem, we usually set up a committee. So Anti-Corruption Agency a.k.a SPRM is set up. But it proved that to cut off the root of all evil in the government required more determination and preserverance than what Pak Lah equiped of. Look at the result. Malaysia's corruption ranking had fallen to 56, from 47 last year. We were ranked 23 in 1995 and today, we fell to the lowest ranking. We are moving backwards with SPRM. How could the ranking fall even after they have 'done so many' and put in so much of manpower and resources?<br /><br />It appears to be the lack of political commitments. More and more cases are lieft unsettled while those cases brought to court ended up in loss. Where are the big fish that SPRM claimed? Please pardon my ignorance as I did not see any significant effort in countering corrouption.<br /><br />Even if there is, it would probably be SENSITIVE and SECRETIVE, just like the landslide case.<br /><br />What about V.K.Lingam's case? What about PKFZ scandal? And most importantly, what about mysterious death of Teoh Beng Hock? I use the word 'mysterious' and you know why. I do not want to end up like Mr. Lim Guan Eng. It has come to a point that we could not voice out our concern, we are banned from speculation, even if the truth is so obvious.<br /><br />And all of us know, these cases will soon be entering the cooling period. And soon they will fade off because there are too many other issues arise that require our attention. GST, sugar subsidy, stolen engin, etc and etc. The government view all Malaysian as good citizen because of the 'nilai-nilai murni' or cultures such as forgetful and forgiveful. Every year, we will tell each other 'maaf zahir batin', and then every 5 years, we will forget all the bad that the government have done and voted them again.<br /><br />These are the core values of a good citizen in Malaysia. And we are being treated like a small kid.<br /><br />"Weep no more, boy, here is your little candy," said the Government.<br /><br />Now, 2010. <strong>c4-maN-AJIB</strong>'s Greatest Hits,<strong> "1MALAYSIA".</strong><br /><br />I wonder, what does 1Malaysia mean? I always thought it means '1Malaysia for all Malaysian'. But my rational again reminds me to grow up and don't believe in 'Spiderman' anymore. Marvel's heroes only exist in fantasy world.<br /><br />Because, if 'great minds think alike', lol, then this tagline/slogan is super duper behind time again, for like 45 years.<br /><br />In 1964, the then Secretary-General of PAP, Mr. Lee Kuan Yew once introduced <strong>'Malaysian Malaysia'</strong>. This has stirred up a huge and violent consequence and resulted in the permanent separation of Republic of Singapore from Federation of Malaysia. I bet the <strong>'Singaporean Singapore' </strong>now will be greatly relieved that they are <strong>OUT</strong> from the <strong>Bermuda Triangle</strong> that all Malaysian are going around now.<br /><br />Ok, I am a coward and to prevent myself being ISAed or burnt for 'playing with fire' like what Mr. Lim Kit Siang had done in 1999, I will make the following statement: Mr. Lee Kuan Yew's 'Malaysian Malaysia' is different from Mr. Najib's '1Malaysia' because Mr. Lee opposed Article 153 of the Constitution of Malaysia. Err, somemore, I myself personally super support Article 153 lo.<br /><br />Alright, abit out of topic. What I am trying to say is '1Malaysia' is just another propaganda, tagline, slogan and 'candy' for them to gain back their votes in the coming 13th General Election. And this propaganda isn't cheap as professional image designers are hired to make this a successful brainwash, using taxpayers' money of course.<br /><br />Sorry people, for I know it's cruel to wake you all up from this beautiful sweet dream, but this is life and we do not live in the fantasy world like what the government trying to create. I feel super sad also when I first realised that my bullet-train is in vain. All the Christian out there, I also feel your pain when you wake up from your peaceful dream to learn that your churchs were burnt down.<br /><br />To face the reality is super hard I know. Just like it took me very very long like 10 hours to realise that I am actually short, ugly and could not get a girl friend like Megan Fox.<br /><br />The same goes to all the Malaysian. Malaysia is turning 53 years old this year, and we are all super grown up liao. Don't you think it is high time that we wake up to face the fact that 'Superman', 'Batman', and 'Spiderman' and all other upcoming Marvel's heroes only live in fantasy world while we are living in reality?<br /><br />It took us super super long like 52 years to go through the 1969 Riots, 1971 New Economic Policy(NEP), Keris High-Five, Little Indian Temple, Chinese Squatters and the most recent Flaming Church. Sorry to say this, we actually know very well that there is a BIG DIFFERENCE between us:<br /><br />You can spit out all kind of racial remarks and make all kind of disgusting gestures and only be suspended for a mere 1 year; but a gentle voice of mine or a Negarakuku song of mine would make me ended up in deep shit, jailed and even have to escape to other country.<br /><br />You can have your demonstration openly and approved by the PM and shouted out loud loud for mere matters like translation of the name of GOD/Tuhan/etc, but I could not have my peaceful and romantic candle-light gathering for freedom of speech.<br /><br />Therefore, YOU and ME know freaking well that YOU are DIFFERENT from ME. After numerous incidents, we already accepted the cruel fact that fair rights could not be given to all of us. So, please do not spent more money and effort on these futile slogans or taglines, just like those incomplete government project and white elephants. The word is 'ACTION speaks louder than all kind of SLOGANS'.<br /><br />I would be happier and more grateful that you use all those money spent on these futile projects to subsidise the sugar of my teh tarik at the mamak stall or the water that my 'SLK'(Small Little Kancil) drink at the petrol station.<br /><br />No matter how loud you shouted the slogan/tagline, no matter how sweet the little temporary 'candy' you give, we all are mature enough to realise the ugly truth behind all these as we are no longer small kids that believe in Superman anymore.<br /><br />The <strong>TRUTH</strong> is, I always thought that I am a bloody racist, but, there are always people out there who are very much worse and more low life than me.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-14469356412708841822009-10-28T19:15:00.003+08:002009-10-28T22:12:34.491+08:00A Letter To JasperDear Jasper,<br /><br />Firstly, Welcome To This World!<br /><br />I am not sure whether you will be chinese or english educated, so I guess I would just use the international language since you are gonna live in Singapore at least for quite sometime and so it is impossible for you to dislike english, like me.<br /><br />Ok, probably now I dont hate English, because now most of the time I had no choice but to use it. But last time when I was young, I really hate English. I always questioned why I had to learn 3 languages when people all around me just used 1 language plus a dialect. Because I am chinese-educated, i seldom got the chance to use english, and so I disliked it because by studying 1 more language means I got 1 less slot for play time. Therefore, my English sucks, and so next time when you grow up, I suggest you to use chinese when talking to me for better communication.<br /><br />You would probably ask me, why you still learn it when you hate it? My answer would be, this is not like a survey questionaire where you can put a tick beside your favoured language. No box, all are under *required field. In other words, you got no freedom. But you are lucky because the place that you are living in, your *required field is only 2 languages. I dont think you would want to choose BM which is so damm useless in the country that you are staying in. Even for me, I regret for putting so much effort in BM when I was younger because it got no other use now unless for cursing.<br /><br />No matter what, my advice to you is have a good command of English, because with it, you are 1 class higher. I dunno why, but the whole world think like this. And please do not hate chinese like some singaporean. Not because you will have a hard time talking to me, it is because no matter what, you are still a chinese. Your skin colour cant change to 'angmor' white. The person that I know of changing his skin colour is no longer living in this world but he is very influential and so you will sure find out who is him. 1 clue for you, he can be linked to Mr. Armstrong.<br /><br />And if you can, please go and learn more languages. Japanese, Korean, French, Spanish, Italian...etc. You may say it's useless to learn so many languages but trust me, they will come in handy as you would never know who you gonna curse or court. Ok, maybe you can dont learn Italiano because Italian used hand signals most of the time. Not because they cant speak, I think because of their culture. You cant expect the GodFather to talk so much during gunfight rite?<br /><br />But you do not need to worry about languages for now as you only can communicate using 1 language, which is to CRY. You cried to annouce that you have arrived to this world; you cried to tell your parents that you are hungry; you cried when you sense that there is danger in order for the adult to put you to safety.<br /><br />I suddenly realised, there is no clue to show that life can be joyful. Laughter is useless after all. Human are easily depressed. 10 good things that happen in the day couldn't compensate a bad news received at night before you sleep. Even when 10 friends praised you, you would still feel sad after a stranger scolded you as stupid pig. Our happiness is not long-lasting, nor it is firm and solid. But, sad and misery were crucial for our living. Imagine if our ancestors living inside the cave are always so happy and joyful that they neglect the danger of the predators camping outside the cave, then I guess they could not live long gua. Therefore, joy and happinesses are nothing but just a trick that we played on ourselves. Well, if you want to argue about this, do it after you have seen any new born babies that come to this world along with laughter.<br /><br />Jasper, as you grow up, you will find out that we like to create something that we hate it.<br /><br />Example, 'Monday'. Monday is the indication of the end of vacation, the start of work and study.<br /><br />We created Monday ourselves, and then we hate it. But if you ask me, since we hate it so much, why dont we let it come only once a month?<br /><br />Well, Jasper, I think I could not answer this question.<br /><br />We also created this thing called 'COMPETITION', which will make us unhappy. I know, there is a need for competition. Just like the gazelle being eaten up by the leopard because it runs slower, the shorter plant could not enough sunlight compared to the taller plant, etc. But these are just the basic law of the nature. It is not the same as human's competition. We are so insane that we will go to the extent of calculating who runs faster than who by 0.01 second and who scores higher than who by 0.1 mark. Then, different movies shown in the cinema are competing among themselves; different songs standing on the billboard are also competing among themselves; those rich people are also competing to get to the top position of a chart created by some stupid magazines; those pretty girls are also competing among themselves to be the Miss World or Miss Universe, like she is going to represent us to meet up with the aliens from outerspace.<br /><br />This is like, Strawberry and Rose, which are more red? Cloud and Moon, which are fairer? Which idiot would be interested in these thing?<br /><br />But ironically, a lot of people take these competitions seriously. And I am one of them. No question about it.<br /><br />You will be the same too, Jasper.<br /><br />As you get older, you will involuntarily enter into different types of competitions. And soon you will become competitive. And soon you will end up judging people by using 'success' and 'failure' as the only gauge.<br /><br />Well, there is nothing wrong about it. But when you start to feel that this 'success' and 'failure' thingie make you feel sad and depressed, make you doubt about your existence in this world, or even make other people around you to feel uncomfortable; I guess that should serve as a warning alarm to you.<br /><br />Then, when you get even older, you will realise, all those tears, sweats and efforts that you put in just to obtain the top 3 position in class or to emerge as champion in some nonsense competitions are all so laughable. LOL.<br /><br />And then when you get old enough, some people who have nothing else better to do will start to ask you some stupid questions. An example of these question is, "What would you choose for, a good-looking appearance(handsome), or a good-functioning brain(smart)?"<br /><br />If you ask for my answer, it would be, "Good-looking."<br /><br />It is not because I looked ugly now. It is because, you will know whether you are good-looking or not as soon as you look into the mirror. But you probably will not know that you got a stupid brain until the rest of your life.<br /><br />If really there were someone asking you this question, and you feel like entertaining them, I don't mind that you copy my answer since you are my nephew.<br /><br />So, this is a basic and simple introduction of the world that you gonna live in for quite a long time. Well, things that I mentioned are mostly my interpretation after arriving here earlier than you for 20+ years. If it doesn't fit for your generation, it is my bad. Everything will change, isn't it?<br /><br />Therefore, my words might not be true after all. Haha. Well, what do you expect? I am just 21 years older than you, not like I am some willy old wise man that gone through all the experience in life....<br /><br />So, you will have my blessings upon your arrival to this world. Remember, cry and laugh when you feel you need to, even when you think you have to cry and laugh at the same time. It is not that you are insane, it is just some precious moment of your life experience in this world.<br /><br />That's all for now. Take good care. Ok, I think my bro and sis-in-law will take good care of you. Till then, bye!<br /><br /><br />Yours sincerely,<br />Uncle Soon.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-28959094306258644392009-08-02T20:30:00.010+08:002009-08-02T22:41:45.107+08:00August's BlueI nearly forgot that I had a blog.<br /><br />I am having a nearly 2-month holiday now, starting from 11 June to 17 August. That's when my result come out and I probably have to go for resit classes.<br /><br />Thus, I guess I still dun need to go work at the moment.<br /><br />This is the 1st time I am having such a long vacation, since my PMR days. Yeah, that's right. My longest holiday was only 1 month plus, which is after my O-Levels.<br /><br />So the feeling is nice now, when you are typing more than you are writing.<br /><br />If you ask me anything happen during my holiday, you should know there isn't any. Because I am a boring person. No, I think I am just lazy to go around. Not passionate is the word.<br /><br />Went for a few job interviews. Not Big 5 though, just some small company that I dun even remember their names. No reply. Guess they know I am not gonna stay long gua. If not then I should be too suck.<br /><br />Therefore, all the while, I am staying in my small room, online, youtube, and game. And should be doing my OBU. Haha. Not yet started of course.<br /><br />Nothing much happen to me, but i guess a lot happen to Malaysia. You know, it's like watching a compilation of different movie. Got Infernal Affairs (无间道), House of Flying Dagger(十面埋伏), and all others you can think of.<br /><br />Got Infection case, got Kena Pushed Down Case (some bigshot insisted it's a jump down case), got forever anyhow talk cock case (refering to those KOSMO ppl, and the famous dentist and the ex-PM), got gangsterism polictic case etc etc. No wonder politician is categorised as one of the high risk occupation. But High Risk, High Return. Case Reference-(Klang Palace and Dentist's Palace).<br /><br />After 100 days, Najib started to distribute his candy. But all the 11 flavour also doesn't suit me at all. So I still din enjoy the benefit.<br /><br />If it's candy you can dun take it if you dun like. But rattan(rotan) you sure must kena, eventhough you dun like. Public transport fee increased again. Taxi=36%, Bus Sekolah=30%, Long Journey Bus=31%. Walau wei! Public transport nowadays also not a very cheap alternative oredi. I just wonder whether their service quality will increase or not.<br /><br />Teoh Beng Hock had left. It's sad to say this, but I guess this case again will go not far. The best outcome you can get is another person kena pushed out to be responsible for that. That is, if there is anyone willing to do it, like last time C4 case. 2 weeks gone. By looking at the progress, we still have to wait very long to learn the truth, and maybe that's the truth that's being made up.<br /><br />Yasmin Ahmad, a true Malaysian had left too. I am ignorant, coz now only i noe those Petronas advertisements and other movies like sepet are her art piece. I love Tan Hong Ming and Umi Qazrina. That's the Malaysia that all of us long for. Her advertisement speaks louder that any slogan, any candy. She is more suitable than anyone else to speak about ONE MALAYSIA.<br /><br />Politic aside.<br /><br />This is the recent Drama Series I am watching.<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc33;"><span style="font-size:180%;">K.O. 3anGuo--终极三国</span><br /></span></strong>This is the description: After getting kicked out from their 24th school for starting fights and couldn’t find another school that would accept them, Guan Yu and Zhang Fei thought it’s a God send that Liu Bei proposed to be their sworn brothers so they could enroll into the prestigious Dong Han Shu Yuan, a school exclusively for royalty, on the condition that they pay for his tuition. Though they enrolled, it didn’t mean they attended the class in peace because they must survive the school’s death traps and hostile invasion from warring schools.<br /><br />Basically, it's modern world's Romance of 3 Kingdom. The funny and stupid version. LOL.<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365370350854544210" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpkl8N3hAuKA2DmSVwMsAy341B2vtzTURM9wOgPNwuiYgf6zHQt-HooAiAiibQIQVUTgPF8HLrvIfnNjuojxyjO50F2569eyDs9anIS3PZkObemkaK2uN-2sDwlEraxfJ_krMz6ve9Vq4/s320/03386489eac178900e2444cd.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">Paladin 3--仙剑奇侠传3</span><br /></strong></span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBkn5v4kI_iDFn00ymiduD81b9RT8I-XU0HGcuOYP9WOjjOpGRB9EoZNIWBkh9veBdLWi1ZWF8iCY61fQQ0StH9CbyNCuObxnEjmZMHM1rjSPPquGdLsORKDMlQrS96TDirXm2n8YYQFM/s1600-h/thumb.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365370266008188370" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 208px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBkn5v4kI_iDFn00ymiduD81b9RT8I-XU0HGcuOYP9WOjjOpGRB9EoZNIWBkh9veBdLWi1ZWF8iCY61fQQ0StH9CbyNCuObxnEjmZMHM1rjSPPquGdLsORKDMlQrS96TDirXm2n8YYQFM/s320/thumb.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />This drama series is based on a famous Chinese RPG game. If you have watched the 1st one, then you should continue to watch this. Vannak, if you read this, you should really watch this.<br /><br />No matter how many years had passed, this game will always be remembered. All the characters will also live in my heart. Maybe that's why I don't like the ending of this drama.<br /><br />And it's bothering me. It makes me feel, a little bit blue. I guess it's gonna carrying on for some time, at least for this month.<br /><br /><br />Below shots are from the last episod.<br /><p align="center"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='329' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dyM91z6cyAaiI1jetwXbVsgXaZU-UZJCi69O-vFC8vTqcSBBZoTo0PqBs36dpolhizzXUD9J-RKEkRMKWnZiA' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></p><p align="center">Credit to 情剑山河 <a href="http://blog.sina.com.cn/qjshanhe">http://blog.sina.com.cn/qjshanhe</a>. </p><p align="left">p/s: You are right, that's my voice. Ask me if you insist in wanting the orginal voice version. Easier if you go to the website above. Don't sue me for polluting your ears. Thank you very much.<br /><br /></p>PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-4538088599430142512009-04-19T13:57:00.004+08:002009-04-19T14:33:04.433+08:00没有林紫菱的日子第1640日。阴天。<br /><br />请不要怪我取个这么俗的标题,呵呵。<br />其实若不是因为溏心风暴,我还真没想到用blog来写些东西给你。其他人如kennysia之流写了三四五年了,我却才刚开始。(你没看过溏心风暴吧?你走的时候都戏还没开拍呢!)<br /><br />好久都没有给你写东西了,不过我还在学习如何做Biscotti,并没有搁下,虽然最近课程有点繁忙。<br /><br />去了一趟咖啡屋,点了一杯曼特宁,但是喝下去感觉却不一样了。开始时我问侍应是不是拿错了,然后再去问店主是不是泡错了;得到的答案是100%曼特宁,外加一个“你到底有没有喝过mandheling”的眼神。<br /><br />原来并不是所有的咖啡屋的曼特宁都是同一种味道的,虽然苦涩的味道大同小异,但就是好像少了什么似的。可能是咖啡豆放少了,水的温度不对了,我也说不出是什么原因。也有可能是心情不一样了。也有可能是因为我还没习惯喝曼特宁的时候没有你的笑声。<br /><br />我发觉我把所有事情都想得太理所当然了,就好像现在mamak的roti telur并不是理所当然的像以前有大葱的,加大葱的附加费是20sen。<br /><br />人与人,除了亲情,其他的感情也不是理所当然的,你说是吗?<br /><br />我看着身边的人都在忙着facebook,friendster,msn 等等的网络通讯,爱情啊,友情啊什么的都靠这些虚拟的网络维持着。Comment来Comment回,基本上就只是几秒的时间,前提是如果大家都在网上的话。<br /><br />可是,感情这东西有时像葡萄汁变成葡萄酒一样,需要时间的酝酿与发酵。<br /><br />可惜网络上的facebook和msn太快了,少了时间的酝酿与发酵,因而累积的情感,来得快,去得也快。<br /><br />或许,是我落伍了吧,在这个科技时代,谁还会再用笔写信交朋友啊。可是我就是喜欢写在纸上的字迹,比那些电脑荧幕上的虚拟字体多了份真心。<br /><br />你也是吧?不然我们也不会因为传字条而开始。而你最后留给我的那封信我还留着,虽然到现在我还是非常讨厌信末的那五个对不起,也不再说对不起,顶多是用无关痛痒的sorry代替。<br /><br />但是最近我却不得不用了那个字眼,为了一场误会,为了不成理由的理由,为了还人情;他们并不像我习惯了寂寞,他们需要朋友,尤其是女生;也亏得他们一起来向我“逼宫”,egoistic那种鬼话都说出来了,我才发觉那几个女生对他们的重要性,呵呵。都是男人啊,我都明白的,所以我也只好成全他们,免得断了他们的路,也算还了他们平时载送我这个无车阶级的情份,也算互不拖欠。<br /><br />V刚刚凌晨才来找我哭诉了,乱七八糟的两三个小时,才让她的男友给带走。我那狗窝还真的是避难所啊,男啊女啊都有。J那条粉肠前几天来说与他的雌分了,硬是跟我劈了两打啤酒,丫的,害我想消一消我的啤酒肚都不行。总之有欢喜,有悲伤,有忧愁,有悲伤,甚至暧昧的,到单恋的到有。 他们的人生真是多姿多彩到台湾的偶像剧都可以来跟我取材了。<br /><br />其实啊,我真的不知道人伤害人的理由到底是什么。而感情却是个双面刃,想伤害别人的永远都会伤到自己。七伤拳听过了吧,所以还是少碰为妙啊,你说是吗?<br /><br />喂,问你个问题,我是个很不负责任的人吗?<br /><br />我一向都觉得我不是一个胆怯的人。自从我八岁克服怕鬼的心理后,我觉得我并没有什么怕的,没有什么不敢做的。但竟然有人说我是个懦夫,说我不敢面对自己的感情,说我害怕感情,说我是一个不肯负责任的人,还有一些有的没的。我当时发神经大声地回了句说,不是我不肯负责任,而是我想负责任的机会没有了。<br /><br />我想,我的语气是重了些。<br /><br />五月天--你不是真正的快乐。<br /><br />紫菱啊,可能假面戴得多了,我好像真的失去了感觉了。<br /><br />唉,别说这些烦人又没结果的事。<br /><br />你知道吗,记忆这东西虽然有时比想象中糟得多,但有时却好得出乎你想象。<br /><br />我想,可能是因为我不能再见到你,所以很多关于你的记忆都非常的清晰。<br /><br />就像视障人士因为看不见所以听觉比一般人敏锐,而听障人士因为听不见所以视觉比一般人敏锐的道理一样。<br /><br />哎,我在语无伦次了。<br /><br />不知曾几何时,我的脑海就一直在数着日子,我想并不是我刻意的去记得吧,acca那么多乱七八糟的东西都够我受了。<br /><br />我的理由是,可能读会计的对数字比较敏感吧!<br /><br />原来你已经离开1640天了啊!刚好四年半了。<br /><br />天阴阴的,cybercafe里全都是玩L4D的咖。等下可能会下雨吧!<br /><br />1640,不知道magnum4D 会开这个号码吗?呵呵。PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-40353980794732339692009-04-01T18:48:00.004+08:002009-04-02T11:05:52.523+08:00Summer AprilThis post comes a bit late because it supposed to be up like in the middle of March.<br />But before I knew it, it's already April.<br /><br />Ya, today is 1 April 2009. 60 days more to ACCA Examination. Well this is just a reminder for myself in case i forget about it.<br /><br />Things that happen during March for your info:<br /><br />Projek Warga.<br />My 1st presentation project in 3 years ever since I join ACCA eventhough I am not doing the presentation on stage. Given an opportunity to deal with Bahasa Malaysia for the 1st time after like more than 6 years because the language used is BM.<br />It reminds me of my older days. It reminds me of my first public appearance on stage when I was 6; my 1st story-telling when I was 7; my 1st public speaking experience when I was 11. And also my 1st drama appearance when I was 14.<br />When I looked at my friends practising prior to the competition, it brought back a lot of my memories when I was still very young.<br />Well, I realised I was actually a very active boy last time. LOL.<br /><br />Progress Test 2.<br />Normal routine of Sunway ACCA. Nothing special about it.<br /><br />Sunway ACCA Nite.<br />Attend for the 1st time during my 3 years in Sunway. My last similar event was the Asean Dance. Everyone around me was, to some extent, quite high on that night. In the midst of the shouting and cheering, I realised I no longer feel excitement anymore.<br /><br />激情过后,一切总归平淡。<br /><br />Mr. Goh singled me out to tell me that all my good frens are not my true fren today. Haha. It seemed that my frens' prank din work out the way they wanted.<br /><br />Major Arcana. The Hanged Man, XII.<br />This is the card that I picked long time ago. So long that I even forget that this is my fate.<br /><br />Today is April's Fool day. So i think it's ok to be a fool today.<br /><br />Happy April's Fool Day!PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-48316447964319257842009-02-19T16:25:00.001+08:002009-02-19T16:28:17.009+08:00February's RandomToday is 19 Feb 2009.<br /><br />For more than 1 month I've not been updating. It's not because I am lazy, not because I'm busy;<br />It's because the place I stay now has no internet access.<br /><br />I feel that I am myself when it's at night. It's when in the darkness I feel safe to take down my mask and get back the real me. Probably that's the time when I don't have any nonsense in my mind.<br /><br />Tranquility.<br /><br />ACCA results are out. It seems that I'll have chance to graduate by end of June.<br /><br />If I passed the remaining 4 papers. LOL! Seems so impossible.<br /><br />I used to talk about politic, and you know that. But I feel it's getting nowhere. After the "Jumper" incident that happen in Perak, I think that I overestimated myself. I always thought that I know the current situation well, but it turns out that actually I am very blur.<br /><br />Nobody is your friend or your enemy forever. How true!<br /><br />So, maybe I should talk about what I know next time. Accounting and Business maybe?<br /><br />Sold rose during Valentine's day. 1st time experience in wrapping flower. Just hope that people that bought roses from me can bear with it.<br /><br />I am still learning to do biscotti. Next time would be my 13th attempt.<br /><br />So, do you plan to tell me what have you put inside last time besides vanilla extract? I can never make the biscotti taste like that.<br /><br />Even if you don't tell me, I am confident that I am able to find out myself. Then I shall bring the biscotti to see you, along with your favourite mandheling.<br /><br />That, will be, maybe after my 50th attempt.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-86018424796048887262009-01-11T12:06:00.002+08:002009-01-11T13:49:26.510+08:00Bla Bla 2009Haven't updated for 2 months. This blog is so unfamiliar to me that I almost forgot its existence. I am seriously thinking of applying streamyx for the house in my hometown. More than 1 month of no internet life made me feel like disconnected from the world.<br /><br />December last year was wedding's peak period. Everyone around me seemed to be rushing to get married before 2008 ends. I wonder whether they feel 2009 might not be a good year ahead.<br /><br />Well I am very hopeful towards 2009 because the previous year 2008 was so bad that it could not get worse.<br /><br />Economic recession? Well it's the aftermath of 2008 and got nothing to do with 2009.<br /><br />Toll price increase? That bunch of draculas are already there for a long time, even before I was born. And their presence are legal and protected by the law.<br /><br />The war in Gaza? Come on, they have already been fighting since they exist. It's useless to wish that there will be peace as it will never come true. The prologue of WorldWar3 has already started, but in the form that we are not familiar with.<br /><br />Barrack Obama said " Yes, We Can Change". But I dunno whether we have the ability to change and what can we change.<br /><br />I watch The Matrix again on TV for like after 10 years. Then I realised that we need much more courage than this to change, to fight with our fate.<br /><br />This entry is a bit in a mess, just like my mind now, and I think the world too.<br /><br />And I am now sitting in the college foyer, typing all this mess for like 3 hours.<br /><br />Nice and peaceful Sunday morning, eventhough there is no hot chicks in the foyer at this time.<br /><br />Oh ya, Happy New Year to everyone, very late but better than never.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-37339923571245565232008-10-30T21:29:00.004+08:002008-10-30T22:36:08.562+08:00The Story Of Mr. AlorThere is this one guy.<br /><br />He is born in Malaysia and of course he is a Malaysian. And as usual, he has a typical Malaysian kind of name-- Alor.<br /><br />Mr. Alor dunno why he is named like that. He just know that since he was born, everyone called him Alor. He did not like this name. Unfortunately he had no choice but to stick with it.<br /><br />As Mr. Alor became older, the more he disliked his name. Everytime he went on holiday tours to other countries using "company's money", he meets with different people from different countries. The more he went outstation, the more he disliked his name.<br /><br />Finally, after the 15th "holiday tour" and spending nearly RM1.5 mil, he had enough and decided that it's time to change his name.<br /><br />Now, the question is, change to what name?<br /><br />Mr. Alor cracked his head for days and nights. He even had a committee to help to get him a new name. It cannot be James, George, Ronaldo, Obama and stuffs like that because he had met enough of them. He wanted something special. A name that will make him feel superior over the others. A name that will make him proud of himself.<br /><br />Suddenly, a movie posters caught his attention. It's "Superman Returns". It enlightened him.<br /><br />Therefore, his new name would be named after VENUS a.k.a KEJORA.<br /><br />What's more special and superior than having a "non-earth name"? Mr. Kejora and his committee members were very excited for this new name thingy and can't wait to share with the whole world about this.<br /><br />The outcome is really unpleasant. At least for Mr. Kejora.<br /><br />Everyone around him were against his decision of changing names. His boss dun like it, his friends dun appreciate it, his neighbours dun understand it, even strangers were criticising it.<br /><br />He forgot that eventhough he thinks that he comes from other planet, he is still living on earth. He is still in Malaysia which has its own culture.<br /><br />After facing much pressure, especially coming from his boss, Mr. Kejora had no choice but to give in and used back the name that he disliked--Alor.<br /><br />In Mr. Alor's mind, he was still wondering why changing his name to Kejora was so difficult.<br /><br />His final conclusion: Most probably the people in Malaysia and on Earth were just jealous about the fact that he is a superman who comes from Venus.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-83907632839879520322008-10-27T23:42:00.006+08:002008-10-28T14:04:51.712+08:00The Reasoning Behind All The Sex ScandalsI heard about a story recently.<br /><br />Once a upon a time, during a session in the parliament, Tunku Abdul Rahman challenged all the MPs to raise up their hand if any of them never had committed adultery before. The end result is that nobody raised up their hand then besides 1 chinese MP.<br /><br />This story was told by Mr. Tun Ling, ex-president of MCA.<br /><br />The moral of the story, according to Tun Ling, was that every man sitting at high position in this world has too much energy left over, thus they have to find different ways to release these "energy".<br /><br />And of course, at the end of his story-telling, Tun Ling said he is not one of them.<br /><br />Set aside the reliability of the content of the story, it really gives me a new perspective regarding all the famous sex scandals that happened in the long past and recently.<br /><br /><u><strong>Politic Region</strong></u><br />US President--J.F.Kennedy and Bill Clinton<br />Malaysia ex-Health Minister--Dato Chua Soi Lek<br />Malaysia c-4 Man-- ?????(unknown figutive)<br /><br /><u><strong>Celebrity Region</strong></u><br />X-Files Actor-- David Duchovny<br />HK Actor-- Edison Chan<br /><br /><strong><u>Student Region?!</u></strong><br />LimKokWing University--1 guy, 2 girls<br /><br />(And the list will sure go on and on + those not surfacing yet.)<br /><br />So, based on my knowledge from the incidents above and by cross-referencing with the message that Tun Ling tried to convey, I had come up with few conclusions on sex scandal.<br /><br />1. Every man in this world is "naughty" naturally.<br />2. Every man in this world sure will commit adultery, the matter is whether it is revealed or not. 3. If the man apologize after you have done "something wrong", most likely you will be forgiven.<br />4. Besides wealth and high position in the society, every man in this world must equip themselves with other skills professional skills eg. photoshooting, video recording in order to capture the girl in this world.<br />5. Girls in this world will normally like men that are "naughty" and "bad".<br /><br />And again, respected Tun Ling is not included in the list of the man in this world. He is the only pure soul in this world, not committing the "wrong thing" that every man in this world will do.<br /><br />Now, I know why no girls like me already.<br /><br />It is because I have no money, I am a nobody, I dunno photography, and most importantly, I am not naughty.<br /><br />Shit! Like that I become like Tun Ling already.<br /><br />No no. I am not refering to myself.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-12729563045259233132008-10-23T22:24:00.009+08:002008-10-24T00:24:37.698+08:00New Hero Of DOTEThere is this New Hero in WarCraft 4-DOTE (Defense of the Economy) which really impress me. I believe it is the strongest ever hero being created.<br /><br /><strong>Hero Name: M'SIA FINANCE MINISTRY</strong><br /><strong>Primary Damage: 75-90 CHAOS DAMAGE</strong> (Weapon Equiped--Incoming UMNO President)<br /><strong>Armor</strong>: <strong>50</strong> (UMNO Shield--Damage reduction 90%)<br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Strength: 66.1<br />Intelligence: 25.3<br />Agility: 7.4<br /></strong><br />Both <strong>RANGED</strong> and <strong>MELEE HERO</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>Skill No. 1 : </strong><strong>Self-Hypnosis.</strong></span><br />Just last week, when most of the countries in the world like US, UK, Australia, including our best neighbour Singapore announced that they are planning to come out ways to raise fund to help to save the current market crisis, the Finance Ministry tried to hypnotize everyone that Malaysia is doing good, Malaysia got good corporate governance, Malaysia has no worries, Malaysia this, Malaysia that.... This phenomenon is called entering into "self-protection mode". Normally, this will happen alongside with selectively forgetful disease.<br /><br /><strong>Description:</strong> You can enter into "<strong><span style="color:#663300;">Berserk</span></strong>" state, increase your damage by 20%, makes you think that you "BOLEH"(capable) in doing anything.<br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Cooldown: Unlimited Use</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Rating: 7/10</strong><br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">Skill No. 2: Attitude-Changing</span></strong> (as fast as the weather and some say as women)<br />1 week later, out of really sudden, the Finance Ministry is coming out with a "3-course meal" menu including the RM5 Billion "borrowed" from KWSP(where all your precious EPF money are stored) to invest in the famous but very unknown and as secretive as the Mafia Organisation--- ValueCap.<br /><br /><strong>Description:</strong> You can enter into "<strong><span style="color:#330099;">Shapeshift</span></strong>" state, which enable you to confuse your enemy(Malaysian People) and create illusions to the other people in the world. Not a very useful skill in combat, but good in escaping from being held responsible.<br /><br /><strong>Cooldown: 7 days</strong><br /><br /><strong>Rating: 5/10</strong><br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">Skill No. 3: To "Kill The Enemy" Without Using Your Own Sword</span></strong><br />Want to rescue the economy crisis? No need to use the money from very profitable "private-owned" company Petronas. Just use other people's money, like the taxpayer's money. The benefit of this tactic: No risk, High Return. Loss covered by you, Profit go into my own pocket.<br />Because in the end, who knows what does the so-called "loan" contract by KWSP consist of? No repayment period, no interest rate, no securities, no nothing. Besides, even there is such thing in the contract, there is still 1 beautiful thing called "substance over form". This tactic is of the highest standard, highly recommended for Malaysia purpose, and track record has proven no failure.<br /><br /><strong>Description:</strong> Grant you "<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Vampiric Aura</span></strong>" and <strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">Money-Drain</span></strong>. Approx. RM500 mil sucked per investment made. A very useful skill if you want to "FARM". Farming is important if you wanna buy good and nice equipment in the latter stage of the game eg. the Klang Palace.<br /><br /><strong>Cooldown: When There Is Government Investment</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Rating: 8/10</strong><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>Skill No. 4: High Efficient</strong></span><br />This <strong>ULTIMATE SKILL</strong> is granted by the Malaysia Godlike Party a.k.a UMNO which has absolute power over all Malaysian. When US needs to go through endless debate to approve the US$700 Billion fund of the poor to save the rich, Malaysia just need 1 man to get the job done. Malaysia environment is zone of no-debate. Parliament is just a place for tourists and students for visiting purpose.<br /><br /><strong>Description:</strong> You will enter into an <strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">AVATAR</span></strong> state. Immune to all magical spells like people's voice(ISA); invulnerable from normal attacks like the law and constitution, equip you with <span style="color:#cc9933;">Divine Rapier</span>+250 damage which ensure that all your self-decided policies implemented as fast as rocket.<br /><br /><strong>Cooldown: Unlimited Use</strong><br /><br /><strong>Rating 10/10</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><br />With the creation of this new hero, I believe DOTE will be as interesting as usual. If you like to see money being burnt.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-7212412482169815912008-10-21T23:09:00.004+08:002008-10-22T00:16:59.356+08:00寂寞考<p><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/iZStGy5NRXw&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/iZStGy5NRXw&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p></p><p>十月, 多雨之秋, 也是多事之秋.</p><p>我的身边发生了很多事, 政治上的变动, 经济上的窘境, 通膨的压力, 以及其他的绿豆芝麻的事. 我不说, 你应该也知道吧! </p><p>你曾说过, 政治是肮脏的, 所以这篇东西我不会牵扯到肮脏的东西, 哈哈.</p><p>前几天刚会马六甲跟我爸庆祝生日, 然后去了未来大嫂的家乡一趟. 所以这几天都在奔波中, 有点累. 想一想12月的考试, 还真的有点担心.</p><p>P2, P3, 还有天杀的F5!真希望能够在明年六月毕业, 你会保佑我的吧!</p><p>一千五百多个日子, 原来真么快就过去了. 这些日子, 我以为我已经适应没有你的日子.</p><p>我以为我喜欢上其他人, 才发觉原来她的背影与你很相似.</p><p>我以为, 寂寞它有什么大不了?</p><p>但是, 这四年来, 才发现, 却真是寂寞它考倒了我. </p>PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-70445047324783112032008-10-12T00:50:00.004+08:002008-10-12T21:38:06.325+08:00nal geuman ijeohyo<p><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/UAGiso5gFbk&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/UAGiso5gFbk&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p>Watched "A Moment To Remember" again after like 3 years.</p><p>I thought I have forgotten the plot, just like I thought I have forgotten a lot of other things and feelings, but actually I didn't. </p><p>I thought that my mood wouldn't be affected by a korean production, but I just couldn't control the pH level of my nose from dropping below 6.</p><p>I thought that I am strong enough to face anything in life, only to realise that all this while I am just ignoring it, keeping it aside. No matter how well I hide it, it will just pop up once in a while, just to remind me of their existence.</p><p>"Please Forget Me Now."</p><p>But do you know that? There is no eraser in my memory. </p><p>And you know this post is not for you because it's written in English! So I am not thinking of you now. </p><p>October, please go away. </p>PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-17189548777701736792008-10-07T22:42:00.002+08:002008-10-07T23:25:21.882+08:00Waiting For GodotI read about Samuel Beckett's famous play "Waiting for Godot".<br /><br />My friend recommended me to check it out so I did.<br /><br />The play is very simple. 2 men were waiting for someone called "Godot", someone whom 2 of them have no idea how Godot looked like. They just waited and waited and until the whole play finished, that 2 men still waiting for Godot. They did not know why they had to wait for this Godot, they only know they have to wait; they can't do anything else besides waiting.<br /><br />What kinda nonsense is this? That's my reaction after I finished reading the play.<br /><br />But then I realised, how irony is this play. Yeah, we human always have to waste our time in waiting; always set some targets while waiting for the results in order to determine how much we are worth of.<br /><br />Most of the people would think that this play is nonsense too. They thought, where got such idiots? They would never be like that, waiting for dunno what they are waiting.<br /><br />But, those are the people who will wait and chase for something in life, keep on waiting and keep on chasing.<br /><br />When you ask them why they need to wait and chase for that something?<br /><br />"I also dunno why, but I just feel the need to wait and chase for it." will probably be their answer.<br /><br />In Malaysia, there are these bunch of people are waiting for an annoucement currently. An announcement by that top guy of Malaysia eventhough they dunno what he is gonna announced.<br /><br />In US, there are also these bunch of people who are always waiting for miracle to happen, to bail them out the current shitty situation, just like in 1992. No wonder heroic action-packed movie like spiderman, superman, batman etc... can sell very well in US.<br /><br />In Thailand, everyone is also waiting. But nobody know what are they waiting for. 2 prime ministers were down now. Who is the third one? True, nobody knows.<br /><br />It seems that everyone in the world is waiting for Godot. So, does it mean that everyone of us is a fool?PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-7998582931982130642008-10-03T23:48:00.006+08:002008-10-04T00:13:22.735+08:00下雨天<span style="font-family:arial;">今天迎来十月的第一场雨.</span><br /><br /><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FYV0t1WoRUw&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FYV0t1WoRUw&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000000;">词: 梁心颐<br />曲: 张杰<br />主唱: 梁心颐<br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">下雨天了怎么办 我好想你<br />不敢打给你 我找不到原因<br />为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉<br />沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我听雨滴<br /><br />期待让人越来越沉溺<br />谁和我一样 等不到他的谁<br />爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味<br />一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累<br /><br />怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念<br />雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴<br />其实 没有我你分不清哪些差别 结局还能有多明显<br />别说你会难过 别说你想改变<br />被爱的人不用道歉<br /><br />期待让人越来越疲惫<br />谁和我一样 等不到他的谁<br />爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味<br />一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累<br /><br />怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念<br />雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴<br /></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#00cccc;">其实 没有我你分不清哪些差别 结局还能有多明显<br />别说你会难过 别说你想改变<br />被爱的人不用道歉</span><br /><em></em><br /><br />就用这首歌来纪念这一天吧! 你应该会喜欢的.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-54319532304646616652008-09-30T23:46:00.004+08:002008-10-01T00:55:58.193+08:00End Of September--Time to Wake UpSeptember has ended.<br /><br />So I think it's time to wake up.<br /><br />Yes, Mr. Marcus, you have done a great job in terrorising me for setting a world-class standard paper. You deserve a big clap from me. I am going to see red already.<br /><br />And yes Arsenal, don't deny that you are shit, a piece of shit. Big cannon can't fight with tiger. Now only I realised that. Oh dear!<br /><br />Yeah, I know I am not good in making decision on which team to bet on. They say you need to have a good far-sight when it comes to decision making. True, not only in betting football team, but also in investing.<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">CASE STUDY 1: F1 RACE</span></strong><br /><strong>Subject:</strong> <strong>Singapore F1 (Another night event after the famous night-safari)</strong><br />By just investing merely 40 mil for the pit-stop, Singapore Night F1 is generating an annually revenue of 100 million. And as usual, Malaysia will have to spend more in doing the same thing, in order to show their superiority: 286mil to built the Sepang circuit+monthly maintanance cost+few yearly renovation costs.<br /><br />Well, eventhough NFS:Underground 1&2 came out few years ago, why Malaysia never thought of having street F1 race? Erm....maybe 10 years ago, there is no needforspeed that's why.<br />In P3, we have learnt about this theory called LATE MOVER ADVANTAGE by Christopher Bartlett & Sumantra Ghoshal). I think it applies here fit and well.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>CASE STUDY 2: ACQUISITION</strong></span><br /><strong>Subject: The Acquasition of Indonesia International Bank</strong><br />Maybank wants to invest in other country too after it has seen and envied enough of the stories of successful investments by Temasek Holdings. So it thought the recent US crisis was a good chance and went on to propose to throw RM4.8 billion for 55.5% shares of the Indon-Bank in March, and subsequetly the FairValue of consideration paid will go up to RM8.7billion for 100% acquisition.<br /><br />Then, BankNegara realised that it is double of the market price. In order to protect Maybank, they disallow the acquisition proposal, by forfeiting the RM570 million up-front payment. The purpose of this is to save Maybank from losing about RM4.3billion after the whole acquisition.<br /><br />I wonder whether the Maybank management got study P3 Business Analysis or not. Or maybe they think they have too much tax-payer money to waste after all. But I wish that Maybank will throw the RM570 million into the sea rather than donating to Temasek & Korean Bank, at least<br />you throw into the sea you can hear the sound mah. I feel that's better.<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">CASE STUDY 3: RESTRUCTURING</span></strong><br /><strong>Subject: MV Agusta</strong><br />I never expect Malaysia got talents of Warren Buffett in term of restructuring the business, but I really don't think it's that bad.<br /><br />Proton bought Italiano-MV Agusta for €7omilion. Then sold it away for just €1! Total lost=RM800million. Proton's Believe It Or Not! The most unbelievable thing is that Harley Davidson wholly acquired MV Agusta for US$190million in July 2008. This is more mysterious than any of the X-Files of FBI.<br /><br />Therefore, I believe it's time for us to WAKE UP! after September ends. For the Management of Malaysia, it's time to wake up and stop all the "Value-Destroying Activities" and stop giving out golden boots. For myself, it's time to wake up and start getting serious because ACCA Monster is going to haunt me in December!<br /><br />Oh yea, before I forget, to all the Muslims, <strong>Happy Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin</strong>. People always think that I am a racist. But you all are wrong!<br /><br />I wonder, is there anyone going for Pak Lah's Hari Raya open house tomorrow?PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-13708342702397809402008-09-23T23:44:00.003+08:002008-09-23T23:48:57.358+08:00LALALAI am wondering....<br /><br />Should I go for Part-Time slot??<br /><br />Ahhhh.......<br /><br />Anyway.... Good luck RPK. Wish you all the best in Kamunting Hotel. We will always respect your spirit as a fighter. Sad to say, Malaysia is just not the place for all these freedom kind of thing....PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-53579620190591175892008-09-22T23:39:00.006+08:002008-09-23T00:34:40.456+08:00HolyShit(a.k.a beyond godlike)!!!I am in a terrorized state.<br /><br />Everything that happens gave me this fearful feeling.<br /><br />P2 progress test lifeline is 35, with a P3 which remains totally unknown to me. And they are going to haunt me for this week.<br /><br />The 1997 nightmare occurs again. The difference is that the US were not affected then but now they are the creator of this chaos which is affecting the whole world. Many bigshots including the Lehman Brothers, ManUtd sponsors AIG are down. Thanks to the economy policy of US of encouraging investors to play with fire.<br /><br />And the finance minister post was swapped at this moment. And of course, we don't really care about the reason behind it. We only care about what measures is the new finance minister gonna take to rescue us.<br /><br />Stepping-down Bush's govt got US$70bil to rescue their economy but I wonder what does Malaysian govt got after buying war equipment+astronaut(a.k.a canornaut), useless bank, plus building so many state-of-art white elephant etc.<br /><br />Nope. The petrol price is not gonna be reduced. 15 sen decrease again? Wait for another by-election.<br /><br />Don't try to talk so much. So what if you are a MP? You may express your opinion or exercise whatever rights that you have but always bear in mind that the ISA used to counter the communists is still applicable now. Nevertheless, many people want to abolish it, including the Bar Council(since 20 years ago) and some politicians(after scared by the 308 election).<br /><br />Be careful of the people around you. Especially those close to you. You dunno when they will force you to give up your post or whatever you have if you cannot satisfy their needs. Accept it, in this world, nobody is your enemy forever, neither is anyone your friend forever, at least in Malaysia.<br /><br />Anti-Corruption Agency is trying to be the next HongKong's ICAC. They want to be independent, at last. But ICAC in Hokkien means "want you to die can make you die" and thinking of how the culture was (or still is??) like in the past, I am veryy scared.....<br /><br />And today I bought 2 packets of instant noodles for RM2!!!! Unbelievable...... And thus I am further kena scared the crap out of me. Haha....<br /><br />But the worst is still p2 and p3 la..... Nothing is more horrible than them...... Monstrous!!!!PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-45621044417562868142008-09-16T20:47:00.006+08:002008-09-16T21:55:51.433+08:00Nothing Happen As Yet16.09.2008.<br /><br />Everyone is anticipating something. Well, I believe it is not gonna happened anyway, at least not for now. Maybe end of year, maybe the following year, or probably the next 5 years. However, most likely, it will never gonna happen.<br /><br />I believe this is due to resistant to changes and fear of the unknown tomorrow. Most of us is feared to take risk or should I say too complacent. We are too used to follow the routine procedures, just like how we are so used to Microsoft like that, eventhough it is so vulnerable towards virus and hackers, we still dun feel like using Mac.<br /><br />Ok la, you can say Mac not that user-friendly la, not so easily available la, not cheap la, not compatible with alot of software la and 1000 million etc; just like how the politicians (u noe i dun mean the opposition rite?) will crack their brain to evaluate the pros(chance to pocket more tax-payer money+high post in the party) and cons(chance of not getting any shit+maybe a Chinese PM) if there is a total change over.<br /><br />Even the normal citizen will also think twice before they choose to believe the opposition. God knows whether they belong€ to a more deathly cannibals or not, due to lack of past track records.<br /><br />They call this the "Organisation Paradigm". If you know this, then you will know the Onion Cultures by Schein with Bowman la. They together with some other very smart people( I presumed) generated more theories and models than whatever u can think of. And bloody hell I need to digest and make use of them for the coming Dec exam.<br /><br />We are always in a dilemma. We always want to change for better, but we are scared of the outcome of the change. I mean drastic change or what they say the BIG BANG change. Then u will always face the barriers and lotsa oppostion voices. No wonder everyone would prefer the boiling frog way, ie. by the time you know it, you are dead.<br /><br />So, it is normal that nothing is gonna happen today. What has happened is that Mr. Zaid, Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department, resigned. Not because he was unhappy of not getting the opportunity to go for the Taiwan trip, but because of his current stand in opposing the Internal Security Act and of course the infectious 'pre-Umno-election symptoms' which sufferred by his fellow comrades.<br /><br />I am not good in analysis, as I had failed in my recent P3 tests very badly, but I still think running away is not a good solution. A responsible minister equiped with conscience and dedication is already a scarce resource. He should be more persevere and break his way through in fighting for the rights and benefits of all Malaysian. But, well, the choice is in his hands anyway as we all know, he is too inferior compared to the giant that he is facing.<br /><br />Today is a peaceful day I must say, although some people in the Kamunting Hotel cannot see how blue is the sky today.<br /><br />Tomorrow is a public holiday, and the shitty thing is that I have class tomolo.<br /><br />"You have no life!" repeatedly reminder from Ms. Menon.<br /><br />Oh, how true is that!PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-76947243270964237902008-09-14T22:35:00.012+08:002008-09-15T14:32:09.982+08:00喂,中秋节快乐中秋节.<br /><div><div></div><div>中午的时候太阳很烈, 但是到了傍晚时候却下了场雨. </div><br /><div>说真的我很不希望今晚是阴天, 虽然每个月都会有月圆之夜.</div><br /><div>你不是说过吗? 中秋节的月亮特别圆的, 运气好的话说不定会看到那一年只能出外溜达一次的玉兔呢!</div><br /><div>我想我的眼力应该比你弱很多吧... 这几年来的八月十五, 除了前年的阴天, 我没少瞧高挂天空的月亮, 但我就怎么没发觉它比其它的时候圆呢? 更甭说那玉兔和它的主人了. 可能近视比较深, 也可能是我没有那种觉悟吧!</div><br /><div>我放下读不进脑的P2和烦人的Groups Account, 走到阳台往外望了望.</div><br /><div>6.30p.m. 的天空一片灰色,伴随着细细飘落的雨滴.</div><br /><div></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKjPpL7Kl_brpXZpkhFbUNrr2gv4Z5pNDfshtG8Iz5Wd85YXjAw2aTb_02Isf6ywiaOhQ3ViBGtBEOG-QLFfLsX201BDhtSsnFtXLyRpvK3XzegSHxb6Dm3jXb3K2yjbSLud0igHZqsYY/s1600-h/14092008(001).jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5245892197866172626" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 260px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 193px" height="206" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKjPpL7Kl_brpXZpkhFbUNrr2gv4Z5pNDfshtG8Iz5Wd85YXjAw2aTb_02Isf6ywiaOhQ3ViBGtBEOG-QLFfLsX201BDhtSsnFtXLyRpvK3XzegSHxb6Dm3jXb3K2yjbSLud0igHZqsYY/s320/14092008(001).jpg" width="282" border="0" /></a> <div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglZrbmBLuT2uBmPcJU7Y0tEKZ93QDk7PAyJ0-9aPj530E4AV0fLIN9QuZtKG7i-1O55gRM3UswwPVWjRxOui71SAvNup8R-oGoSQasOGB1YIpGJ56zo3wsUL7g5axW-03fUwEK66wVmWM/s1600-h/14092008.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5245892397618505714" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 266px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 193px" height="201" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglZrbmBLuT2uBmPcJU7Y0tEKZ93QDk7PAyJ0-9aPj530E4AV0fLIN9QuZtKG7i-1O55gRM3UswwPVWjRxOui71SAvNup8R-oGoSQasOGB1YIpGJ56zo3wsUL7g5axW-03fUwEK66wVmWM/s320/14092008.jpg" width="285" border="0" /></a></div><br /><div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglZrbmBLuT2uBmPcJU7Y0tEKZ93QDk7PAyJ0-9aPj530E4AV0fLIN9QuZtKG7i-1O55gRM3UswwPVWjRxOui71SAvNup8R-oGoSQasOGB1YIpGJ56zo3wsUL7g5axW-03fUwEK66wVmWM/s1600-h/14092008.jpg"></a></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglZrbmBLuT2uBmPcJU7Y0tEKZ93QDk7PAyJ0-9aPj530E4AV0fLIN9QuZtKG7i-1O55gRM3UswwPVWjRxOui71SAvNup8R-oGoSQasOGB1YIpGJ56zo3wsUL7g5axW-03fUwEK66wVmWM/s1600-h/14092008.jpg"></a></div><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglZrbmBLuT2uBmPcJU7Y0tEKZ93QDk7PAyJ0-9aPj530E4AV0fLIN9QuZtKG7i-1O55gRM3UswwPVWjRxOui71SAvNup8R-oGoSQasOGB1YIpGJ56zo3wsUL7g5axW-03fUwEK66wVmWM/s1600-h/14092008.jpg"></a></div><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglZrbmBLuT2uBmPcJU7Y0tEKZ93QDk7PAyJ0-9aPj530E4AV0fLIN9QuZtKG7i-1O55gRM3UswwPVWjRxOui71SAvNup8R-oGoSQasOGB1YIpGJ56zo3wsUL7g5axW-03fUwEK66wVmWM/s1600-h/14092008.jpg"></a></div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">不过还好,雨下到七点多就停了,就是乌云很多. 我想耐心一点应该能等到月亮不躲在乌云背后的时候吧. 害羞总还得有个谱嘛!</div><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left">黄天真不负我这有心人,终于也给我逮到了它!哈哈!</div><br /><div align="left"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5245895885330163986" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEht_bl2jUjxrYY3SiB5FsYB_IStBqBdDWnu-p-U9vVKqtFriull-tH-xqOSwfXQbbQctO32beyO1x4aiilMze1Q8MELxxHuCUSnM-Jj6MBngNjCDK5_FsAgV5K-uUPOdJnWD_DKc4P8z04/s320/14092008(007).jpg" border="0" /></div><br /><p>怎么样?八月十五的月亮我都给你弄来了,厉害吧!你摸摸看,是不是比较圆一点呢?至于玉兔嘛...... 其实我很想问你,你说你见过它是骗我的吧!都怎么多年了,你就忍心一直骗我下去?算了算了,不与你计较,都说了好男跟女什么都斗得,就是不能斗嘴. 我老早就知道了啦.</p><p>你最近过得还好吗?这问题废是废点,但是却是真心的. 我保证, 嘿嘿.</p><p>你吃饭时还会老掉筷子吗?说真的,这么大一个人了,怎么就连筷子都握不好呢?还每次都使唤我去帮你捡起来换过另一双. 现在我不在你身边,换筷子这事要亲力亲为了吧!</p><p>喔,对了,怡君前几天来过我这儿,说是要提早与我庆祝中秋节. 你别以为我是想和你备案啊,她也只是刚刚从欧洲旅行回台北时顺道来看我吧了,不过她还算有心,带了几盒月饼. 不过几年前你离开后,我也很少吃月饼了. 丫的现在的月饼也太贵了吧!而且不知道为什么,可能是习惯问题,你不在后,没有人与我抢蛋黄,吃月饼也就没有什么了趣,进而味道也没那么好了. 最重要的原因是我不知道你在那儿吃不吃到月饼,如果我吃到而你只能干瞪眼,对你未免太残忍了吧!所以我让怡君那几盒都带走,只留下一个来应景. </p><p>看到她提着大包小包的回台北,心里有些不忍. 你说我是不是做得有点绝了?不过我想你应该去开导开导她,台湾好而帅的男人多的是,她不应该怎么浪费的,是吧?嗯,台湾那儿有台风,希望对她的课不会有太大影响.</p><p>哎,忘了跟你说,我哥今年底就要结婚了.那可是咱家的第一个婚礼,那时候可热闹了. 可惜却是在我ACCA考试的前一天,真郁闷!不过没关系,愉快地心情没被影响到. 安啦,我会把你的祝福告诉我哥的. 你心爱的宴会专用黑色连身裙还在我家,我想如果你能穿上它出席的话,应该会惊艳全场吧!不过不要抢了我大嫂的风头!哈哈,凭我刚所说的,你是不是应该给个奖励呢?</p><p>说着说着,没有你的第三个中秋节就快过去了. 时间过得真他妈的快. 你也真放心我,就这么的走了,难道你就不怕我变心?不过,一个人还真的很难挨. 而且,我还真的有点想念你. </p><p>好啦,我打赌输了,愿赌服输,你爱怎样就怎样吧!皱眉头的不是好汉!</p><p>丫的,房间里哪来的沙子,都吹进眼了. </p>PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-44626746123350403662008-09-12T00:43:00.006+08:002008-09-12T11:44:47.160+08:00She Will Never KnowThere are these things that <strong>Women</strong> will never know about <strong>Man</strong>:<br /><br />1. She will never know why He has to learn to be sturdy.<br /><em>It is because he knows himself very well that although he may appear to be strong, his heart is very fragile; and he always wants her to feel that he is always the best.<br /></em><br />2. She will never know why He doesn't drop his tears so easily.<br /><em>It is because he knows himself very well that when his tears drop, it indicates the end of the relationship.</em><br /><br />3. She will never know why He likes to smoke when he is fretful.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well only by doing that he can recall those wonderful moments of theirs in order to make him feel <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">rejuvenated</span>.</em><br /><br />4. She will never know why He will lose his mind whenever He heard that She is being treated badly.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well that eventhough he will definitely lose in the fight, he will still feel very happy because he would rather being injured himself than seeing her crying.</em><br /><br />5. She will never know why He is always drunk at night.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well that if he doesn't anaesthetize himself, he will end up thinking of her the whole night.</em><br /><br />6. She will never know why He is so generous whenever they hang out together.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well that he would rather be frugal himself than seeing her being looked down by other people.</em><br /><br />7. She will never know why He would always lose his temper.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well it is not that he doesn't love her, it is just that he hopes that she would not be cheated by others whenever she is alone. </em><br /><br />8. She will never know why He would care about her ex-boyfriend so much.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well that it is not that he doesn't have confident in himself, it is just that he is afraid that she will leave him one day.</em><br /><br />9. She will never know why He would be so patient to listen to her when He found out that She mentioned about another guy in her diary.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well that it is not that he doesn't want to blow up, it is just that he wants to know from her who is more important towards her.</em><br /><br />10. She will never know why He never say "I Love You" to her.<br /><em>It is because he knows very well that it is not that he doesn't want to say it, it is just that he realises that a million times of that phrase is just not enough to use on her.</em><br /><br />She will never know.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-68919898211674851782008-09-09T22:06:00.003+08:002008-09-09T22:59:40.585+08:00Wake Me Up When September Ends<p align="center"><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/5EEg2p-By5g&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/5EEg2p-By5g&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p align="left">Whenever September comes, it always reminds me of this song by <span style="color:#33cc00;"><strong>GREENDAY</strong></span>.</p><p align="left">And this MV will always touches my heart no matter how many times I have watched it. </p><p align="left">Not because of Rachel Wood, but because of these few lines in the beginning of the MV:</p><p align="left"><strong><em>"You know they say life is short. They say you wake up one day, and on that day, all your dreams, everything you wish for, gone just like that. People get old and all things change and situations are changing, but I want is just I want this moment right now this day. My feelings for you, the way you look right now when I look at you</em>."</strong></p><p align="left">Life is so full of uncertainties, doesn't it?</p><p align="left"> </p><p align="left">Wake me up, when September ends.</p>PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849910444646867631.post-52536124648260369192008-09-07T14:27:00.009+08:002008-09-07T23:20:10.013+08:00Apology--A Scarce and Useless ResourcesIn the famous Taiwanese Series "Meteor Garden", there is this phrase I like the most.<br /><br />"If apologize can settle any matter, what for we need police?"<br /><br />Well, in Malaysia, not only apologize is useless, even the police is just a nice piece of ornament. Worse still, someone is so stingy that you need to cross over his dead body if you wanna hear "sorry" coming out from his stubborn mouth.<br /><br />Yes, he is one of the so-called "Malay's Hero", <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">Bukit Bendera Umno Chief-- Ahmad Ismail</span></strong>.<br /><br />As all of you might have seen or heard of his marvelous act during the Permatang Pauh by-election recently, I think I wouldn't have to repeat what racist remarks he had made. But I have to admit that he is really a hero.<br /><br /><br />Just think about it, who the hell in Malaysia can has this ability to make the top 2 leaders of Malaysia to help him to wipe his ass after he has done his business? This time, Ahmad Ismail has really made his family very proud.<br /><br /><br />In his 51st National Day Message, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi urged every Malaysian to give importance to solidarity, as “it is the cornerstone of the country’s political stability, social harmony and economic competitiveness”.<br /><br />Ahmad Ismail immediate response is to demand Badawi not to compromise Malay's rights (Ketuanan Melayu) to please other races in Malaysia.<br /><br />Very Nice! Very Brave!<br /><br />Even our ex-PM who suppose to enjoy his retirement also jumped out and supported him by stating "why non-Malay doesn't need to apologize?" Well, this time, Mr. Mahathir is not that forgetful anymore like in Lingam's case and has recalled some of the incidents to prove himself.<br /><br />"Why Wee Meng Chee doesn't apologize?" (Wee Meng Chee is the creator of "Negarakuku")<br />"Why Hindraf doesn't apologize?"<br />"Why only Ahamd Ismail needs to apologize?"<br />"Why only Malays need to apologize?"<br /><br />Whoa! Ahmad Ismail is really damn 'powderful'! Even Mahathir is backing his ass now.<br /><br />I really wonder what is inside Mahathir's brain now. What is he thinking about? Nobody would believe such low-class+childish phrase would come out from his mouth, a person who was once a prime minister, a leader.<br /><br />I would like to remind Mr. Mahathir of his selective forgetful disease if he has not forgotten these:<br /><br />1. Wee Meng Chee nearly couldn't return to his country because of the song mentioned above which doesn't even touched the sensitive racist issue. And if you didn't forget, not only Meng Chee, but his father too has apologized due to the pressure by 'Heroes'.<br /><br />2. Hindraf's Memorandum is just against the current government and certain political party, not the races; they had paid the price by eating curry rice now in Kamunting Hotel now. What somemore do you want them to do?<br /><br />3. Apologize is not a racist issue, it is an attitude of admitting your own fault. It's an attitude practiced by everyone in this world. Therefore, there shouldn't be any double-standard that only Malays or non-Malays should apologize.<br /><br />Mahathir is really old. Therefore, he can be blurred and forgetful. He can also forget that ten years ago, if not because of the votes of the non-Malays, the BN governmen had already lost its 2/3 majority in the 1999 General Election. He must have forgotten that he could still be the Prime Minister then is because of the support of the non-Malay, especially the Chinese.<br /><br />Thank God that he is no longer the Prime Minister but an old man now.<br /><br />I know the coming Umno Election is very important to brats like Ahmad Ismail and gangs, but I think they should know that racist issues is no longer the fire which they all can play and use to gain votes to substantiate thier position in Umno. The voters in Permatang Pauh had already voiced out that racist issues just couldn't work nowadays.<br /><br />Maybe it's time for everyone, regardless of race to work hand-in-hand not to make Malaysia a hopeless country.PairsBluehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13073403476501712760noreply@blogger.com0